Blank, is what my current state of mind right now. Pain, is what rising each moment in my heart now. Wait, is what my heart is telling me to do so. Strange are such times when we start thinking about these feelings. But our thoughts & feelings never go parallel with each other.Care & concern is what a person always wants but not from all, only from the one who lies & travels through these thoughts which makes the person feel satisfied. We should never get away from someone when we know that we are right. It's just that we should learn to live with it, alongside taking care of other things in life as well. When you get hurted you should learn to control not only your feelings but even your thoughts because one wrong decision at that time becomes a reason of suffering in the long run.

Feelings do grow faster when they are true & for permanent. It does become quiet difficult to stay normal at such times but control is all you need to learn during this phase. Pain reaches its peak at such times. You may feel like shouting out loud, you also may be tearing apart from inside. So let it happen and finish it for once and all because living with it is not easy at all. And those who learn to live with it either hide it in their eyes or in their smile. A person who seems to be outspoken or Happy-go-lucky  types, maximum times, is the one who lives with such pain. Sometimes hope keeps you get going ahead in life but not for a long time because we very well know that our hope will never turn into reality. Situations can change at any point of time in life & make you perform some actions or make you say something that you would have thought of never doing or saying ever. It is this time when the words/thoughts/feelings stated above becomes a fact & comes into reality.
Lyfssss strange & it really is.....