Blank, is what my current state of mind right now. Pain, is what rising each moment in my heart now. Wait, is what my heart is telling me to do so. Strange are such times when we start thinking about these feelings. But our thoughts & feelings never go parallel with each other.Care & concern is what a person always wants but not from all, only from the one who lies & travels through these thoughts which makes the person feel satisfied. We should never get away from someone when we know that we are right. It's just that we should learn to live with it, alongside taking care of other things in life as well. When you get hurted you should learn to control not only your feelings but even your thoughts because one wrong decision at that time becomes a reason of suffering in the long run.

Feelings do grow faster when they are true & for permanent. It does become quiet difficult to stay normal at such times but control is all you need to learn during this phase. Pain reaches its peak at such times. You may feel like shouting out loud, you also may be tearing apart from inside. So let it happen and finish it for once and all because living with it is not easy at all. And those who learn to live with it either hide it in their eyes or in their smile. A person who seems to be outspoken or Happy-go-lucky  types, maximum times, is the one who lives with such pain. Sometimes hope keeps you get going ahead in life but not for a long time because we very well know that our hope will never turn into reality. Situations can change at any point of time in life & make you perform some actions or make you say something that you would have thought of never doing or saying ever. It is this time when the words/thoughts/feelings stated above becomes a fact & comes into reality.
Lyfssss strange & it really is.....

  When inspite of being surrounded by people u still feel like something is missing - you can say that, u are feeling lonely. Sometimes we create a space for loneliness and many a times loneliness makes its own place in our life just because situations apart us from the one who is close or special to us. In every stage of life, we meet new people & then destiny introduces us to someone who throws loneliness far away from us. Gradually, he/she becomes important to us. Though time passes very fast but we can never forget the person who has made a special place in our heart. Destiny introduces us to such people in times of loneliness.
It feels wonderful to be with him/her. You start sharing a bond that keeps on growing & growing. With the advent of technology like WhatsApp, BBM, etc you keep talking & sharing. Your day does not end without having a talk with each other. It is the time when u forget your past & start living with a smile.You call each other good friends, close friends, etc. That person becomes the most important one for whom u can do anything & everything & then your emotions & heart start playing their role.

When we start thinking from heart & feeling from mind, it is necessary to understand that friendship will be changed, either to attraction, liking or love. Slowly when we realise that we have fallen for that person, at once we feel at the top of the world but immediately we think, what would be his/her reaction when he/she comes to know about this?  Hundreds of thoughts arises in our mind, like we get notifications on Facebook. We start taking advices from friends. We feel like telling him/her everything about our feelings but at the same time we think that we might lose them after that. The one who leaves you after knowing your feelings are not worth to be with u or even being your friend, because if he/she really understands u then he/she would never leave u.
It is strange that we start assuming certain things & so we try to control our emotions.We try not to let him/her know about our true feelings,just because we don't want the beautiful bond of friendship to die. For years & years, the friendship continues to be the same like before,the bond becomes much stronger but deep in your heart u always want him/her to be something more than a good or a close friend......
Lyfssss strange & it really is!!!!