Blank, is what my current state of mind right now. Pain, is what rising each moment in my heart now. Wait, is what my heart is telling me to do so. Strange are such times when we start thinking about these feelings. But our thoughts & feelings never go parallel with each other.Care & concern is what a person always wants but not from all, only from the one who lies & travels through these thoughts which makes the person feel satisfied. We should never get away from someone when we know that we are right. It's just that we should learn to live with it, alongside taking care of other things in life as well. When you get hurted you should learn to control not only your feelings but even your thoughts because one wrong decision at that time becomes a reason of suffering in the long run.

Feelings do grow faster when they are true & for permanent. It does become quiet difficult to stay normal at such times but control is all you need to learn during this phase. Pain reaches its peak at such times. You may feel like shouting out loud, you also may be tearing apart from inside. So let it happen and finish it for once and all because living with it is not easy at all. And those who learn to live with it either hide it in their eyes or in their smile. A person who seems to be outspoken or Happy-go-lucky  types, maximum times, is the one who lives with such pain. Sometimes hope keeps you get going ahead in life but not for a long time because we very well know that our hope will never turn into reality. Situations can change at any point of time in life & make you perform some actions or make you say something that you would have thought of never doing or saying ever. It is this time when the words/thoughts/feelings stated above becomes a fact & comes into reality.
Lyfssss strange & it really is.....

  When inspite of being surrounded by people u still feel like something is missing - you can say that, u are feeling lonely. Sometimes we create a space for loneliness and many a times loneliness makes its own place in our life just because situations apart us from the one who is close or special to us. In every stage of life, we meet new people & then destiny introduces us to someone who throws loneliness far away from us. Gradually, he/she becomes important to us. Though time passes very fast but we can never forget the person who has made a special place in our heart. Destiny introduces us to such people in times of loneliness.
It feels wonderful to be with him/her. You start sharing a bond that keeps on growing & growing. With the advent of technology like WhatsApp, BBM, etc you keep talking & sharing. Your day does not end without having a talk with each other. It is the time when u forget your past & start living with a smile.You call each other good friends, close friends, etc. That person becomes the most important one for whom u can do anything & everything & then your emotions & heart start playing their role.

When we start thinking from heart & feeling from mind, it is necessary to understand that friendship will be changed, either to attraction, liking or love. Slowly when we realise that we have fallen for that person, at once we feel at the top of the world but immediately we think, what would be his/her reaction when he/she comes to know about this?  Hundreds of thoughts arises in our mind, like we get notifications on Facebook. We start taking advices from friends. We feel like telling him/her everything about our feelings but at the same time we think that we might lose them after that. The one who leaves you after knowing your feelings are not worth to be with u or even being your friend, because if he/she really understands u then he/she would never leave u.
It is strange that we start assuming certain things & so we try to control our emotions.We try not to let him/her know about our true feelings,just because we don't want the beautiful bond of friendship to die. For years & years, the friendship continues to be the same like before,the bond becomes much stronger but deep in your heart u always want him/her to be something more than a good or a close friend......
Lyfssss strange & it really is!!!!

lyfssss strange - 2.

Its very much necessary to value people around us. it may be your friend or your enemy. both of them teach you a lot. similar is the case with friends. people bcum special for  us bcoz they have been with us since that time when we were almost alone. we spend a great time with them. we enjoy each and every moment with them. they bcum an inseperable part of our lyf. bt a day cums when one of them has to leave the other. this is not where it ends...bt this is the time where actual story starts..for some period of time we do stay in touch through messages, chat,etc...bt as time passes, slowly and gradually destiny creates situations where we meet new people..and this is where the actual test starts..after maximum of 2 years we tend to forget them except for their birthdays...and many of them even forget that...people always forget what they were and what they are..." Doosto k chutne ka itna ghum nahi hota jitna ghum job k liye train chutne ka hota hai"...similarly as much as we value time we shud learn to value those whom destiny has left far behind...the other person may be hurt if their worries for them or even just say their friendship is not valued...if this is the case then one day comes when that persons place is been replaced or just removed forever..he/she may not always say k they care for u but the other shud understand as they have been with them for a long time........

lyfssss strange.......

v meet strangers most of the tym when we dont want to..but some of them have magic in them..they make us fall in luv with them at first sight....we dont realise its imp when we are together..bt the day we leave them for some or the other reason we realise that "yes, i ws a fool"...we try to act as if we are happy without them..but its the heart that cries from insyd...
we tell others to keep it a secret but i dont think todays generation wud ever do that..its not their mistake..they lack the sense of understanding..they fail to know what does it mean..is it tru luv or just an attraction...
its hard to distinguish between an attraction, liking and luv....but the day you realise their difference you would feel like heaven..but todays youth are not at all interested in all this rather they are more interested (in lay man's term) just doing time pass..we see people changing partners in regular periods of time..they call it fun..just a suggestion that dont keep on changing so frequently that one day you wud have to face such changes that you would have never thought of and even you could not bear it........